Today, I complete my 3 months in the new city. Well, i have to say, the progress has been slow but it has been positive. Professionally the graph has been showing positive results but on personal front, i'll have to admit, the graph did dip into the negative which kind of weakened the sentiments in the hometown. Presently, the sentiments on either side of 250 kms are sober.
Along with new hopes, dreams, desperation, depression, anxiety, fear, excitement, enthusiasm coupled with some giggles and few tears, some of the things that i have discovered about myself are:
- The traffic no longer holds any ability to scare me. I think the mind has developed a strong immune system against it.
- The ability to cross the road in peak traffic has been reached to a satisfactory level.
- The Garfield in me is on the rise (i.e. Low resistance towards Monday mornings). Also Monday is characterized by low brain processing.
- The awkward feeling of eating alone has somewhat been shed, though not entirely or permanently. It now at times is accompanied by a grand feeling of loneliness.
Well, as of now the ship is sailing smoothing. I know that there will be rough waters and weather but i think i am ready. Ready for new experiences. Ready for new mistakes. More importantly ready to enjoy my Solo flight.
Hope this report Gets better by nxt 3 months.....
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